I've always been a dreamer since i was a child and i still am, so thinking about my future life was something i ignored quite often as a kid; just playing around in my imaginary world. Nevertheless no matter how much you tend to ignore it it'll come back after you to bite you in the butt and bring you into reality.
That's what I'm going through right now. Ever since my 17th birthday I literally felt the weight of responsibility climb onto my shoulders, right now its just choosing university and keeping up with studdies and stuff.
And although it's only just a bit of what's to come the future still terrifies me nevertheless. Holy cow I've even gotten quite stressful latey, and that's saying something because I usually don't get stressed.
And the fact that Jerome Valeska, my favorite character from Gotham (the current series I'm really into) died horribly isn't making me feel any better. (For those of you who watch it; yeah I know that happened like a month ago but I'm still in denial that he actually died
*sigh* I just felt the need to let you guys know what's going on lately and how I'm feeling about it.